This week has been a challenge for me, mostly because I am not a particularly organized person. Honestly, I really sucks at everything that has to do with planning. I have always valued freedom highly, and avoided having set times when it has been possible. Suddenly I realize that this habit puts a spoke in the wheel for me and perhaps is one of my biggest enemies.
I have done so much to develop myself in the last 25 years, but I still haven’t reached my goals. Of course, I have developed and come to various insights, but I haven’t reached the goals that I have focused on. One reason that I have not reached my goals is probably a lack of focus, and that my fear of not succeeding given greater focus. Another probable reason is that I made the exercises on my own, without having others to share ideas with. Here we are five hudred people, experts and personal guides, all working together for everyone´s benefit. Conditions are fantastic!
I am so greatful for all the feedback on my DMP. Thank you Luc! It really helps!
This weeks exercise from Haanel was not very hard for me to do. Of course I couldn’t stay without a thought in my head for fifteen minutes, but I think I managed pretty well to come back to focus to empty my head again, every time I found myself thinking of something. Another thing about Haanel and The Master Kay- I have found out that it´s probably an advantage for me to read it in English over reading it in Swedish. The cause is that I really must concentrate on what I´m reading in a way that I don´t think I would have done if I had read the text in Swedish. It feels good that I have come to this conclusion because it felt like a challenge last week to read Haanel in English only. Now I have really been enjoying the reading.
Now my focus must be in another area and that is to create structure in my life. Every day I am getting better and better of scheduling my time and that feels awesome.
Whish you all a wonderful weekend!